I have this strange progression with drawing a character (usually a villain)

I draw a loli, then I try the actual thing

but this guy apparently has three steps.

I drew him while he was alive, now I have to draw the current one

(I’ve tried drawing him before but it was so awful I nuked it)

gdi Betrayus this is why I put you in a dark place where things might kill you

I was messing around with SAI a long while ago and accidentally doodled lame one-off fanchars (well technically the purple one is just me fucking around and thinking what I’d look like as a ghost and the other one doesn’t really look like a canon ghost)

not gonna use them at all but I really like how i colored them so I’ll just post this here

I mean really, it would suck being a ghost

they have no fucking tastebuds and they have to live in a p uncomfy place that smells bad and eat gross shit and have to deal with a spoiled brat of a dictator