are you okay?

No, I’m extremely stressed.

Despite getting calls that I might have gotten a job, there hasn’t been any follow ups so I’m super worried that I might not even actually have gotten the job because that will give me more trouble later down the line

not to mention in a few days my shithead of an uncle is coming back which means less time online

and if i do get a job and they give me shitty schedules, that means even less, if not nonexistent time online which means I can’t do things that make me less likely to want to pull my hair out from boredom (videogames can only go so far and I’ve sunk myself into an extremely large art block)

and not to mention I’m just feeling unmotivated and extremely tired in general

my life is a mess